I don't remember exactly when I started to have this habit...
Perhaps it was due to the assignments that I have to do during my college years...
I like to discuss/tell/write down what I think and get from the movie and drama after I watched each of them...
We used to have movie reviews as our assignments, but we need to apply psychology concepts while we analyze the movie...
But now, I would focus more on what impacts did the movies & dramas had on me/what ideas did they give/trying to portray in the movie and what do I think about it...
Thinking, I really do think that people should use their brain and start thinking...
Because I really find it hard to accept the fact that people don't think,
they just keep on living in their own life or world and refuse to accept what other thinks and says,
I don't know if I'm the one with problem because my level of tolerance is low?
But, I hate it when they don't listen to what other thinks and teased me with the word of me being abnormal,
I always kept silent and couldn't find a way to release all my dissatisfaction,
because they thought they were just joking and I shouldn't take it seriously,
obviously, I told them I don't like it but they thought that I was being too serious about it...
that's why I knew about it.
I don't use to think about the messages that the movies/dramas are trying to send, but I simply watched them and forget about them in the shortest time perhaps?
After hearing/reading so much on people telling others how a single movie had an impact on their life, I started to believe in what they say recently. I used to be ignorant about what they say as I thought that they were just exaggerating on their experiences so that it will capture people's eyes.
However, I now realized that "Yes, they do! good movies and dramas make an impact on people's life by either giving them an idea or affect them psychologically"
and, even horror movies does that...
because there were serial killers who learned to kill they way that people do in movies...