2010/02/24

A picture tells you a thousand words

其实,我早就应该要觉悟了。。。
只是自己放不下。。。
只要看了照片就应该要醒了。。。
过年期间,见了很多朋友,也有一些是没有见的朋友。。。
*都从外地回来
看了看,心想,应该是时候醒了。。。
不要去妄想人家会记得。。。
也要提醒自己,不要再被人家利用。。。
所以说,友情不变,是须要时间来证明的。。。
变了,就是变了。。。

2010/02/22

"Snorwaygordem"

今天是初九,也是拜天宫的日子。
老实说,我在今天才感觉到新年的气氛呢~~~~
因为有好多人放烟花和拜天宫。。。
在这里,跟大家说
"Snorwaygordem"!!!!
*Apparently, "Snorwaygordem" was Happy New Year in Russian...According to my uncle who lives in Uzbekistan....

2010/02/13

Chinese New Year

As I grow up, I realized that I don't enjoy CNY as much as I did as compared to when I was young....
I think that children were conditioned to enjoy CNY as they get holidays, new stuffs, and ang paoSSS during CNY despite the huge amount of home works...
I have so much to get it done before CNY,
yet I think I won't be able to complete it as I wanted to...
There's so many obstacles in order to get it done,
and so much "disagreements" between my sisters and I....
The family isn't in a "peace" mode now...
Was it because I care too much or was it because of her reluctance??
I'm not trying to be self serving bias here but I think it was her...
Why??
Because she just don't want to deal with it and avoided to talk about it with me...
RELUCTANCE!!!!
I really don't understand why the close relationship that we once had can be worsen up to the extent for today....
To me, I think I've given up...
This is a sad but true fact.....
*I told her about my blog, but she said she was just too busy and had no time to read my blog...
*Also, she said that she's NO FREE to know what I think and what I wrote...
What should I do??
I've tried m very best to communicate with her, yet, I think we're just communicating in at a superficial level each time we talked...
The numbers of time we talked in a week can be counted using fingers right now...
I always thinks that she was being so fake yet my other siblings told me that, that was just her personality...
I don't understand.... I seriously don't!!!!!
Why must I be the one who always being understanding but not her trying to understand me???
Tell me what to do and why???
Why??
WHY???
WHY?????

2010/02/11

"三分颜色上大红"

其实,工作真的很容易就会burnout....
我从很久前就知道我是很容易stressed out + burnout 的人,
只是我不愿承认。。。
现在,我深深地体会到了工作上的burnout。。。。
并且发现到,我是被其他人的所做所为而感到burnout。。。
以上的题目可能令你觉得我很不make sense。。。
可是,就是因为有这种 "三分颜色上大红" 的人,
以为自己很重要而 “狐假虎威”和“拿着鸡毛当令箭”。。。
太令人不舒服了~~~~~~

2010/02/08

改变

随着时间一分一秒的过去,人也在跟着时间改变着。
相信我,人真的会改变,
如果一个人觉得他没变, 那可能是他自己没有发现而已。
因为我发现,其实很多人都变了。。。
我的意思不是变好或坏,
而是,我觉得,当人长大了,
他就已经慢慢变得成熟了,
也应该懂得分轻重,人情事故,
不再可以任意妄为。。。
这是令人悲哀的。。。
因为他已经慢慢的成为一个不轻易展现自己情绪的人。。。
如果再严重一点,可能会成为虚伪的人吧。。。

2010/02/03

My Graduation Trip ~~~

从Bali回来,最开心的事莫过于杀价和shopping了!!
Uhh...好后悔没有买多一点东西哦。。。
我想应该是货币的问题,弄得我觉得有些东西好贵。。。
尤其我把我姐姐好心print给我的换算率列表在最后第二天弄丢了~~~~~~
偏偏我们就在那两天有最多时间shopping!
所以,很多时候一直觉得有些东西很贵。。。。。
我想我应该会再去一趟吧。。。因为都有目标知道要买些什么了。。。
哈哈。。。而且啊!在那里真的觉得很放松。。。
六天好像一眨眼就过了呢。。。
还有,晚上游泳最享受不过了!!!
又不用晒太阳,还有星星看呢!!!!^^

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