2009/06/27

Rain

It's raining heavily in Seri Gombak now.....
I feel cold.....
I feel scared.....
I feel miserable at the same time.....
Too many things to be completed yet too little time.....
I noticed I love to ask how and why.....
I'm going to do the same this time..... ;p
Why?? Why do I feel scared??? Why am I worrying???
I know I should know the answers...it's just that I'm reluctant to face it and to think about it...

I'm talking to myself??

My friend said that my blogs were like I'm talking to myself???
Is that true??
I think maybe it was due to the fact that I often have no one to talk to during night time and I obviously used to update my blogs during night time. Thus, I tend to blog as if I'm talking to someone (myself, maybe)???

Insomnia

I'm facing insomnia again...
I don't now why, I just don't feel like studying for my exams and doing my Thesis...
Where did the peace in my mind go to??
Come back to me, baby...
I need you...
I need a peaceful mind psychologically, mentally, and physically.

2009/06/26

Shocked =)

I met with my Thesis supervisor today and she said that the reason that my marks was slightly lower than my the other friends was due to my first draft was not that good. I was really shocked and didn't know how to react. When I told my friends about this, they rang a bell in my head....
Yea, then what's the point of me sending drafts if I was going to be graded by the draft?? huh??
Weren't drafts supposed to help me to score better as I have improved at the final paper??
Tell me??Anyone???
However, I still have to admit that I am satisfied with the grade I have la...
Furthermore, she said that she was quite happy with our performances...
Cheers~~~~~~~(to Mia, Lai Ying, Kah Hwei, Ji Kwan, n Vivienne) =)

* Anyone know what non-paramatic test I should run for an ANOVA??

I think I've made her angry by asking her bout the draft...how???

!!!!

为什么我的line那么的慢???
我要看我的戏!!!
就要大结局了!!!
为什么不让我看????

2009/06/24

异想天开的想法!!!

如果能把自己给弄昏迷, 然后在100 年过后醒来看一看以后的世界, 那该有多好啊。。。
然后再昏迷, 再看一看200 年后的世界。。。
然后, 一直不断的重复。。。又永远不会老,
一直维持这个时候的膜样, 是不是很好的idea???
我自己很想梦想成真.....

原来人真的是habitual 的动物

我渐渐的习惯了她不在我的身边,
我甚至害怕他的回归,
我也不懂如何再次面对他,我很害怕,
也不知道为什么睡不着。
我觉得我病了, 不知名的病,
很恐怖一下,对
什么事都不感兴趣,
胸口也好像累积着一团气,很不舒服。

2009/06/16

Clean up my wardrode

06/16/09
In order to gain my interest back, I plan to tidy up my wardrobe tonight...
so that I can buy more... ;p
and to finish my reflection paper as well???
Then I can indulge myself to watch drama again???
hmm...sounds like a good plan...
I like myself being productive and to be able to get things done... :p
Wish me luck....
06/17/09
I didn't managed to complete either one as well as my drama due to the slow line...
Well, it's ok...I'll try to do it today then...hehehe... ;p
06/19/09
2.45am
I am struggling to finish the hell reflection paper!!!!
and I want to go swimming tomorrow, I have to get this done in order to focus on other things!!!!
Yet, with my super low productivity, I don't think I'll be able to make it done tonight.. ;(
What should I do?? My ability and resources were not enough to cope with my stressors...HOW???
p/s: Congratulations to my sis who scored really well during her last semester...
5.19am
I am finally done with m reflection paper..down to cleaning up my wardrobe now.. :p

I'm Tired

I'm sick of my daily routine!!!!
I'm sick of doing assignments!!!!!
I'm sick of writing reports!!!
I'm sick of explaining!!!
I'm sick of thinking!!!
I'm sick of everything basically!!!
I'm sick of food even....
I'm sick of talking too.....
Worst, I'm not interested in shopping recently...
What happened to me?????
What a pathetic life.....

I'm indulging myself

I am doing what I like the most at this point of time, watching dramas...
Last time, I hardly watch any drama during my semesters...
Thanks to this person named Mia Lim, I am now addicted in doing so as it is so convenient...
OMG!!!!!
I'd better stop this and get back to my studies...

2009/06/13

Special Thanks to .... Ms Winnee

OMG, I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!!!!
MY BELOVED LECTURER AS WELL AS MY SUPERVISOR WISHED ME
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!
CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW SURPRISE I WAS & HOW NICE WAS THAT????
I WAS REALLY REALLY HAPPY AND TRYING TO STAY ON THE GROUND
(coz I'm worried that my happiness will fly me up to the sky!!!!) :p

MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!

First, I would like to thank each and everyone who celebrated my birthday with me yesterday as well as those who wished me Happy Birthday...
Really felt touched to have so many people wishing me happy birthday!!!!

2009/06/12

Unresponsible Participants!!!!

Why in the world there are such people?????
WHY???
They signed up for my experiment and they missed it!!!!
Then, the second time!!!!!
Then, what's the point of ME re-arranging for the second time for you if you were to MISS it AGAIN????
Hey people, never ever do what those people did to me!!!!
It's disappointing!!!!!

Great

Thanks to my dear friends who spent their precious time to celebrate my birthday with ME!!!!
Although it's only a short one, but it's SWEET!!!!
Thanks...

2009/06/09

Experiments

I am here, once again...
trying to finish all my experimentssss, till this Friday, I'll be done with all my experiments!!!!!

2009/06/07

颓废的一天

今天本来打算要作assignment的, 可是不知道为什么就是提不起精神来。
谁可以来救我呢??Due date 也越来越接近了。很怕!!!!!

2009/06/06

Confused

I KNOW I AM VERY TIRED ALREADY....
(I only slept f0r about 8 to 9 hours in 3 DAYZ!!!!!)
BUT, I AM NOT FEELING SLEEPY AT ALL.....
THOSE WHO KNOW ME WILL KNOW THAT THIS IS VERY UNUSUAL TO ME....
I USED TO SLEEP SO MUCH ALL THE TIME!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAT HAPPENED TO ME???
CAN ANYONE HELP ME???
PLEASE..................

2009/06/05

Good Morning

No, I didn't wake up so early...I had just finished my reflection paper just now and I am planning to go to sleep now....byeeeeeee... :p

2009/06/04

Happy New Year 2024

 今年對我來說是一個新開始, 因為我真的要結束我“念書”的日子了。 想得到很久的master也在去年得到了。 但是我沒有想像中的激動,開心一定的。 我現在面臨的問題確實身份曖昧, 我必須重新定義我的專業身份。 同時我的生活也有很多的不確定性。 如果要說,感覺上3天3夜都說不完。 ...