I'm dying

I'm dying in the sea of seafood.....
When I was about to think that I can have some normal food....
They kept ordering seafood.....
Prawn and fish, prawns and fish, again and again...
I wondered do they love seafood that much????

Lucky

When I heard this song- Lucky by Jason Mraz & Colbie Caillat this afternoon, I knew I have heard it some where before....

Yea..I think it was once in JengMun's blog... ;p

Originally, I categorized this song as a sad song and I don't really like it...Coz it seems to have the ability to make me feel sad....

However, when I go google the lyrics out...I like this song very very much....

Then, the image of a person, sitting in a wood made restaurant, looking to the sea...and it was raining came into my mind...I think this song matches the image a lot....hehehe....

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And it reminds me of the same song title by Britney Spears - Lucky...

Yea, in case some of you might not realized that I'm a huge Britney fan!!!!

I still do....despite her private life... ;p

Great Lunch

Just came back from a lunch atTenji with some GREAT people

(which is my lecturer and few of my friends la).....

What a nice and joyful day!!!

I truly enjoyed the day....

This was the fullest lunch that I've ever had in my entire life except for dinner...;p

There are countless food in my stomach now...including the THREE half-cooked shrimps...hehehe....

Hopefully, they'll be digested soon..... :p

The night was too young for me to sleep now.....

due to the stomach as well as today's lunch....

hehehehehe....

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发梦都没有想到会有那么的一天。。。。

呵呵，我和我的thesis supervisor还有几个一样是under她的朋友一起请了她去Tenji吃午餐。。。

哈哈哈，这应该是一件毕生难忘的事情。。。。

我们谈了很多，也有self-disclosure一点，所以， closeness 应该有增加。。。;P

看来，她还蛮随和的，不是想像中那么的恐怖和冰冷。。。

到最后时，因为火的问题， 那一盘汤和其它的料煮不到，　所以就有了三只不熟的虾。。。

我居然厚脸皮到问她是不是要剥给我吃。。。;p　

想一想。。。。有可能吗？？

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想不到，　她竟然很“顺坦”的剥了那些虾壳，还拿给我吃！！！！

wuahahahahha....

开心！！！开心！！！

（Mia, 我写了，您满意了吗？hehehehe...）

还有，还有，原来我的这一个朋友也能吃很多东西的，

看她的身材，用纸片人来形容她，也可以吧。。。

想不到，她的食量还蛮大的。。。

哈哈。。。好羡慕哦。。。

怎么我身边都有着种人。。。

吃都吃不胖。。。。

大家。。。

快乐的时间种是过的非常的快，一下子，这顿午餐就结束了。。。还有，

一定要记得这一天,因为它是特别的一天,也是难忘的一天...

2009/08/27

偶像

什么是偶像的包袱？？
根据我的理解， 偶像的包袱的意思应该是当偶像的苦衷。。。
一般来说，因为偶像拥有大量的fans, 所以他们的恋爱和婚姻都不太敢公开， 因为害怕会失去fans。。。还有，为了避免fans会有极端的行为， 例如自杀等等。。。还有就是社会责任， 因为他们不想他们的fans因为他们的私事而去伤害自己。。。
可是， 现在的社会思想应该比较开通， 不会计较偶像结婚生小孩。。。
还有，说道社会责任， 个人觉得偶像有某程度的社会责任，不然， Forbes每年所选的世界100名权威人士和用偶像来募捐和筹款不就没效了吗？？
偶像吸毒， 打架， 犯规都被报道在新闻里， 然后在警惕年轻人不要犯错。。。
那说谎呢？？
说谎是错的吗？？
本人还蛮注重诚实， 所以一直以来都对某些人与艺人的否认而感到愤怒。。。
虽说那是别人的私事， 可是对于被拍到照片还不成认， 和对比照片的不同后又不承认的人， 实在是感到愤怒。。。。
难道说谎就可以被原谅吗？？因为它没有伤害到任何人？？？
诚实不是从小就被老师和父母灌输的观念吗？？？
艺人说谎是有苦衷的。。。对不起， 我不受这一套。。。
有时候， 说了可能还比偷偷摸摸的好。。。就好象有些艺人， 他光明正大， 反而没人要拍呢。。。还有， 俗话说“吃得咸鱼抵得渴”。。。
艺人赚得钱多， 就要承受这份工作所带来的压力和后果啊。。。
不要一直的在喊什么没有私隐。。。
等到你不红时， 我想应该没有人要拍你的时候， 你还在担心受怕。。。怎么没人拍你呢。。。
想要上报都很难了。。。。

人会在不知不觉中成为金钱的奴隶

我突发奇想， 有一个故事想要写

题：人的一生
p/s: 主角可以是女的， 也可以是男的

有一个年轻人，在念书时有抱负，有理想， 所以努力的读书， 希望有一天可以出人头地。。。
对这样的一个人来说， 一般人都会鼓励他， 希望他事业有成， 有朝一日衣锦还乡。。。

可是， 这并不是理所当然的。。。我们都太单纯了。。。
对于一般的家庭来说，就算是双薪家庭， 如果不是高薪一族或者买了保险的话， 恐怕很难可以负担得起子女出国念书的愿望吧。。。就算在本地念大学， 可能也要贷款才念得起。。。。

那毕业了呢？？是继续念书， 还是早点出来工作， 好帮轻家里的负担和还清债务。。。

几经思量， 他还是个孝顺的人；所以，还是出来工作帮轻家庭开销和供弟妹念书吧。。。

再慢慢存钱未来再出国深造。。。

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《未来》

（我认为未来以及希望，就是令人发奋图强的原动力吧。）

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好不容易， 找到了一份收入不错又有兴趣的工作了， 可是每天搭公共交通， 好像买一辆汽车比较划算， 就办了买车及贷款手续， 接下来要供车， 还借贷， 生活应该是过的还可以罢了。。。别忘了可能他还要拍拖。。。
就这样， 可能过了5年10 年吧， 人的要求会越来越高的， 不可能会stagnant.
薪水一定也提高了不少吧， 在这个时候， 还想出国念书吗？？
可能也已经遗忘了这久违的梦想了。。。
会考虑放弃现在的高薪职位吗？？

还有可能已经退休的父母， 弟妹也才刚出社会， 不可能有能力照顾那年老的双亲，

是问有谁会选择放下这一切的一切， 然后带着自己毕生的积蓄出国来一圆那久违的梦想。。。我不知道。。。
还有， 还有，不要忘了他可能还有男女朋友催婚呢。。。
这可怎么办才好啊？？
一个人的决定，影响好几个人啊。。。

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责任；梦想；自私；

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难能可贵的高薪， 出国念完书， 还不一定能找到这么高薪的工作呢。。。
这一切的一切， 钱都静悄悄的在作祟。。。

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如果年轻时有钱出国念书， 这个故事就完全的改写了！！！！！
在外国念完了书， 找到一份工作， 然后慢慢的升级加薪，结婚；买车；换车；买新房子，一切的一切都来得那么的自然和那么的完美。。。

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哎， 钱钱钱钱钱钱
《金钱诱罪》 是香港TVB在拍的一部戏， 我只是纯粹的喜欢他的戏名， 并且觉得他的戏名很有意思。如果用广东话来说，就是金钱有罪了。。。
其实，我觉得金钱本身是没有罪的， 因为它只不过是一種货币。可能是人的执著和追求令金钱背上了一个“所有罪恶的开端”的罪名....
就上面的故事来说， 人始终还是会在不知不觉中成为了金钱的奴隶。。。。

Thursday, 27/8/09

THURSDAY

THURSDAYy

THURSDAYYY

THURSDAYYYY

THURSDAYYYYYYY.....................

COME FASTER.....

COME!!!!!

COME TO ME!!!!!!

hehehehehehe....

EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THURSDAY TO COME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

27th AUGUST 2009

COME TO ME............................

BAYBEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FINALLY....IT"S OVER......

Today is my Thesis defense and presentation. It was at 11.50am to 12.20pm but it was delayed for a while....hehe...It's all OVER!!!!!!

It was a life experience though.....

Mr Kenneth said my presentation was succint and short.....

But he did question me a lot and I wasn't really able to answer his questions...sigh....

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I'VE SUCCESSFULLY COMPLETED MY THESIS!!!!!!!!!!!!

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However, woohooooooo.....I can now do anything I want and go shopping and sleep as many hours as I wished as well as watch dramas till the wee hours without feeling guilty already!!!!!

My care-free holiday officially starts TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!YAY................. ;p

I wanna go and watch The proposal!!!!! Anyone???? HEHEHE.....

Preferably during the night time as I need to work...wuahahahaha....

AGAIN...

I think I'm getting better....

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Due to another round of compulsive buying.... ;p

Being Impulsive

I shopped impulsively AGAIN.....

As usually, I bought things that I don't really need and that I rarely use it.....

I just bought it for the sake of owning it...

My friend said it was retail therapy, meaning I buy things in order to make myself feeling better or to improve my mood...

YES...I can't help myself AGREEING with her and I realized that maybe I was not a SHOPAHOLIC as my friends said but I was doing RETAIL THERAPY to myself.....hehehe...

Depressed

Sad.

Demotivated.
I can DEEPLY understands you now...Can you hear me???

冲动

我看到了AirAsia 的promotion, 去Melbourne, Perth, 和Gold Coast 来回只须RM298 （All in fare).
我真的有一股冲动想要直接定飞机票然后再决定要怎样玩....hehehehe

Pointless

What's the point of me registering a new Internet service by Streamyx with so called a WIFI service with 1 Mbps since it was even slower than the broadband service that I originally used???
I only tried to load my GMail with it, yet, it says my line was too slow that I need to log in the html version. Stupid!!!!Stupid!!!!!!Stupid!!!!!!
Why la our Internet system can't be improved to a better one???

SIGH.....

Vicious cycle and differential treatment

The world it's actually not very big and I had always wonder why....


Why things that I've done previously was wrong but it eventually became a norm and correct when it was done to the same person by another person????


To put it in a simple term.....同人不同命， 同伞不同柄

Depressed

I've just finished watching the drama 《红线》

Mia Lim

yea..this was the person who introduced quite a lot of nice dramas and movies to me...


However, I still don't understand why she always recommended me those movies and dramas which leads people into deep thought also to think about life issues.....Although I have already told her that I prefer shows that can be "easily digested".... Why??Why??? Answer me....

From "Love of Siam" to 《恋空》 to 《红线》....

虽然是我自己想看《红线》先的， 只不过我只知道它有电影版， 不知道它原来有连续剧...
看了《红线》以后， 才发现， 怎么会有那么坎柯的人生经验....可是又不是没有可能发生...

可能这一部戏比较贴近现实的生活吧， 虽然我又觉得它的故事迁涉太多人了...但是， 这很可能就是我们在经历着的东西， 只是我们都没有发现而已... 看了以后真的真的有感触而不是区区的看完了一部戏...