A picture tells you a thousand words

其实，我早就应该要觉悟了。。。

只是自己放不下。。。

只要看了照片就应该要醒了。。。

过年期间，见了很多朋友，也有一些是没有见的朋友。。。

*都从外地回来

看了看，心想，应该是时候醒了。。。

不要去妄想人家会记得。。。

也要提醒自己，不要再被人家利用。。。

所以说，友情不变，是须要时间来证明的。。。

变了，就是变了。。。

"Snorwaygordem"

今天是初九，也是拜天宫的日子。

老实说，我在今天才感觉到新年的气氛呢~~~~

因为有好多人放烟花和拜天宫。。。

在这里，跟大家说

"Snorwaygordem"!!!!

*Apparently, "Snorwaygordem" was Happy New Year in Russian...According to my uncle who lives in Uzbekistan....

以前。现在

以前，

我不明白；

现在，

我懂了。

Chinese New Year

As I grow up, I realized that I don't enjoy CNY as much as I did as compared to when I was young....

I think that children were conditioned to enjoy CNY as they get holidays, new stuffs, and ang paoSSS during CNY despite the huge amount of home works...

I have so much to get it done before CNY,

yet I think I won't be able to complete it as I wanted to...

There's so many obstacles in order to get it done,

and so much "disagreements" between my sisters and I....

The family isn't in a "peace" mode now...

Was it because I care too much or was it because of her reluctance??

I'm not trying to be self serving bias here but I think it was her...

Why??

Because she just don't want to deal with it and avoided to talk about it with me...

RELUCTANCE!!!!

I really don't understand why the close relationship that we once had can be worsen up to the extent for today....

To me, I think I've given up...

This is a sad but true fact.....

*I told her about my blog, but she said she was just too busy and had no time to read my blog...

*Also, she said that she's NO FREE to know what I think and what I wrote...

What should I do??

I've tried m very best to communicate with her, yet, I think we're just communicating in at a superficial level each time we talked...

The numbers of time we talked in a week can be counted using fingers right now...

I always thinks that she was being so fake yet my other siblings told me that, that was just her personality...

I don't understand.... I seriously don't!!!!!

Why must I be the one who always being understanding but not her trying to understand me???

Tell me what to do and why???

Why??

WHY???

WHY?????

"三分颜色上大红"

其实，工作真的很容易就会burnout....

我从很久前就知道我是很容易stressed out + burnout 的人，

只是我不愿承认。。。

现在，我深深地体会到了工作上的burnout。。。。

并且发现到，我是被其他人的所做所为而感到burnout。。。

以上的题目可能令你觉得我很不make sense。。。

可是，就是因为有这种 "三分颜色上大红" 的人，

以为自己很重要而 “狐假虎威”和“拿着鸡毛当令箭”。。。

太令人不舒服了~~~~~~

改变

随着时间一分一秒的过去，人也在跟着时间改变着。
相信我，人真的会改变，
如果一个人觉得他没变， 那可能是他自己没有发现而已。
因为我发现，其实很多人都变了。。。
我的意思不是变好或坏，
而是，我觉得，当人长大了，
他就已经慢慢变得成熟了，
也应该懂得分轻重，人情事故，
不再可以任意妄为。。。
这是令人悲哀的。。。
因为他已经慢慢的成为一个不轻易展现自己情绪的人。。。
如果再严重一点，可能会成为虚伪的人吧。。。

My Graduation Trip ~~~

从Bali回来，最开心的事莫过于杀价和shopping了!!

Uhh...好后悔没有买多一点东西哦。。。

我想应该是货币的问题，弄得我觉得有些东西好贵。。。

尤其我把我姐姐好心print给我的换算率列表在最后第二天弄丢了~~~~~~

偏偏我们就在那两天有最多时间shopping!

所以，很多时候一直觉得有些东西很贵。。。。。

我想我应该会再去一趟吧。。。因为都有目标知道要买些什么了。。。

哈哈。。。而且啊！在那里真的觉得很放松。。。

六天好像一眨眼就过了呢。。。

还有，晚上游泳最享受不过了！！！

又不用晒太阳，还有星星看呢！！！！^^