Fantasy vs. Reality

While I was trying to sleep....
I saw a car bang at me while I was trying to cross the road in front of FRIM..
And I died....
And I wasn't feeling not good about it...What does this means???

怨气

我有一肚子的怨气没有地方抒发!!!!!!!
WHY???WHY???? WHY ME?????
I hate it!!!I hate it!!! I hate it!!!!!!
每次都是这样， 难道真的得为五斗米折腰吗？？？
我讨厌这样。。。
我几时才可以离开这一切的一切？？？
我做的永远都不够，永远都错吗？？？
和我原来预算得都不一样。。。。
我有aware要改的。。。。可是却永远都是我不对。。。
为甚么？？？为甚么？？？

What??

Why is there such a kind of supervisor in this world??? huh????
If the topic is not good or inappropriate, just tell the student, why make her suffer now with so little time left????
This is not very kind and SMART of you!!!!
Sigh...

一个人

原来， 我真的很享受一个人的时候和空间。可能是因为我的家里的人很多， 又没有试过一个人有一间房间， 所以特别的喜欢一个人的时候吧。。。

每每在这些时候， 我才可以感受得到心灵的平静。。。

这也是我最喜欢和最最最最享受的的。。。

在这些时候， 我绝对绝对不会选择早睡，因为不想浪费这些难能可贵的机会。。。

我总觉得在这些时候做些甚麽都是高尚的。。。

通常我都是在这些时候看书。。。 ;p

Happy Birthday...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY>>>A BOY (my bro)
May your wish comes true!!!!!!
And I wished I could afford a Subaru for you too...coz this means that I am rich...wuahhaahha

Point of views

在做着thesis 的同时， 由于很不懂要怎样写， 所以在一个朋友的blog的朋友里click了一些他的朋友的blog来看。 发现到原来很多人对很多事都有不同的表达方式。
由于不认识那个人，但是很喜欢他的一个post...和我的post 所要表达的雷同。。。


Sometimes, I just feel reluctant to reveal what you have done only...
It doesn't mean that I don't know what you've done actually...
Yet, I'll do still "reveal" your true faces if I still do care about you and I'm not really comfortable at faking though... (If I didn't, it doesn't mean I don't care about you, it's just that I don't think you can take it)...
Yet, you'll never know I knew it because I didn't reveal...

Silent Night

It has been raining since 2 am... Ican hear to wind blowing and the rain...
I bet that the air must be really fresh out there....
I love these kind of weather and the silence....
我可以感觉得到心灵的平静。。。好久没有那样的感觉了。。。

haha

It's not that I've nothing to blog about...but please look forward to the next post because I think and I foresee that it can be a long one..hehe..let me focus on my thesis draft and then I'll post it....
Till then.... ;p BYEEEE...

WC=QC

I don't know where did I get this idea..perhaps, this is what people called serendipity...
Let's see ....Ms Winnee used to organize colloquium almost every semester, and she teaches most of the stat courses (last time).
Typically, most of the presenters are from stat courses...
Then, she wants students to present to her before they can even present in front of the students. lecturers, and some other people in the colloquium....
In a way, she's the quality controller (QC) of colloquium too!!!!
Don't you think so??? This is so interesting!!! And she tend to use WC to represent herself in course outline...that's where I the WC from...

In conclusion....

WC=QC

Karma

I believed in KARMA..Do you??

I don't know

I'm not sure whether I was too free or was I that bored....
I just had a great chat whom I was not sure who he was when I begun to chat...
Of course, I asked at last and now I knew who he was.. :p
He was actually my primary school mate...haha...

Laziness

I'm a super lazy person!!!!!

I haven't even start writting on my Thesis 2, I don't know what I'm waiting for....

Am I really that "jin"??? huh???

I'm not sure either... ;(

Thinking

I'm thinking what should I buy for my brother for his birthday...
Any suggestions???
Though I knew he wanted a new watch....but I wanted to give him a surprise...
Furthermore, the watch is not cheap...I shall see where should I get the money...hehe..

:p

What?????!!!!!!

As I am enjoying my beloved show, I found out that there was no epi 38 there!!!!

WHAT!!!!!

I don't want....sob..sob....

I want my epi 38...if not, it'll not be linked!!!!!!

How am I going to watch like that!!!!!

HELP!!!!

Can't wait..

Yea, I just would like to start this before I go tomorrow.... (to be precise, it should be later ;P)
My plan for later was to go jogging before my buffet...hehe..to reduce some guilt....then, I'm going to do something that I've not done for so long...I'm going to shop till I drop!!!!
Let's see what happens tomorrow....

Dental Check-up

OMG...I can't believe it....
My teeths were not in a very good condition, luckily the young pretty looking dentist said no worries and it can still be save...hehe....
I did 4 x-rays for my TEETHS as well....Now I know how my teeths look like.... :)
Wonder how many of my cells died during the process...
And, I never knew that it's so expensive for a normal dental check-up....
Basically, I only talked to her and did the x-rays only...and it cost me hundreds.. ;(

It's not the END yet!!!!!

You think that I have finished all my exams and the semester is over???

NO!!!!

I still have my Thesis 2 to go...and I haven't even started on a single word....

More things to research...

And I'm back to the routine of having to work all day long from Monday to Saturday.... ;(

Worstly, I need to face the evil big fat pig satan lady in my office!!!!

No, I shall not contaminated pig's good name....the EVIL BIG FAT SATAN!!!!!!

(no lady coz a lot of people never ever recognized her as a she when they meet her at the very first time)

Exam Week

I still have one more paper to go on Thursday!!!!!!
Wish me luck.....

不幸；生与死

话说昨天晚上我爸爸的工厂外发生了火灾， 几辆汽车被火烧得不堪设想， 幸好没有人受伤，损失也没有很大。 很可惜， 看到了不是很正确的新闻报道， 真的是太令人失望了。 而且还夸大了损失的金额。 原来，我们平时听到和看到的东西都不可以尽信。 其实早就知道这道理， 只是没有deeply think about it. 现在会牢牢记着， 作为前车之鉴。

不幸的事情还有一宗， 我的太婆今天下午去世了， 她今年98岁。
我很少去太婆的家， 但是在那里倒度过不少快乐的时间。
在那里， 就好象作文里一样， 弟弟都和其他的亲戚的小孩到溪边游泳； 而我就和姐姐， 姑姑和其他亲戚们在玩牌。 虽然有时候会觉得闷， 但是不至于讨厌。
以后应该会很少在去那了。。。感到一丝丝的不舍。。。