Well, it has been a difficult year for me,
I'm turning 29, and what was happening through these few months weren't really exactly what I thought it would be...
I graduated from my masters last year,
then I thought I would like to start my PhD and get a job.
But, getting a decent job offer was difficult,
there were interviews, but no news actually came back to me.
The amount of applications I made were really a lot that I actually lost count...
I was so desperate last month that my friends and I scheduled a trip to Genting just to get drunk.
*Iknowthisisnotagoodbehavior*
The reason was I have never been drunk,
so I thought maybe getting drunk might help me to forget things that are happening now... like being jobless...
All my other friends were kinda employed and started working,
I feel happy for them... But I also felt even more desperate...
Well I'm not exactly jobless, I know many people thought I do,
but I was actually helping in my dad's office and doing some volunteering work.
Last month, there was also a moment that I just felt like leaving Malaysia and go for a long holiday maybe...
But I quickly realized that trying to get away from all these is not a good idea,
so I continued to send job applications...
Then, a "strange" part-time offer came in, it wasn't a good offer,
and things ended up quite awfully.
and things ended up quite awfully.
I felt abandonment, so I was quite unhappy...
Then this week, my birthday falls on a Friday, 12/6, and I'm turning 29 before I'm 30.
On Monday, I received a call from a company and scheduled an interview on Tuesday,
an email scheduling an interview on Thursday.
Then I realized maybe losing the part-time job is a blessing in disguise.
and I stopped feeling bad about it.
But I was lost on Thursday and was late for my interview...
*ohcrap*
Then,
on Thursday,
I was officially diagnosed with hyperthyroidism and I started taking medications right away.
But on that very evening, I received a call saying that my offer letter was out!
OH MY GOSH!!!
I was like what, another blessing in disguise? I really can't believe it!!!
Although things are unofficial for now, but I think it really is a blessing before I actually turned 29...
Then I told everyone who are close with me about this because it's so exciting!!!
My family also celebrated my 29th birthday on Thursday night itself,
and I started thinking that can anyone's life get any better...
*PraisetheLord*
Friday evening,my cousin told me about promotions in Marina Sand Bay Singapore since I'm going to Singapore next week for a conference. The promotion was really good and I will spend a night there. It was really a great promotion and I'm really excited about it right now.
Again, could anyone's life be any better than this?
All these blessings in disguise... How can I not love it?
Just like the Chinese idiom, 塞翁失马,焉知非福.
At the same time, I am reminding myself of being moderate and to avoid 乐极生悲.
After all, I am beginning to be independent finally. =)
At the same time, I am reminding myself of being moderate and to avoid 乐极生悲.
After all, I am beginning to be independent finally. =)
On Friday night, I went dinner with my friends and we had a wonderful night together!
Therefore, here I am at 1:13am, not asleep, I know this is not good for my health, so I better finish this fast and move on...
This is me, making a wish, hopefully,
the dreams come true day will come to us at the right moment. =)
This was such a memorable week for me because there were so many ups and downs,
what I actually learned from this experience was to Be Grateful of everything we have and what we faced each day because we never really know whether these are blessings in disguise/an experience that help us grow...
It's just that we have not realized it in the way it should be...
If you believe that everything happen in our life for a reason...
If you believe that everything happen in our life for a reason...
Have faith,
everything will get better each day.
Faith.
p/s: This is another counting my blessings post. I think I will keep doing this.
p/s: This is another counting my blessings post. I think I will keep doing this.