"Beautiful"/Confusing Quotes

最近看到一些很有意义的quotes,

"Life is not about finding yourself, it's about CREATING yourself."

So, what do I want to become?

I asked myself when I saw the quote.

I am not sure and I don't know.

That's my answer to the question.

After putting some thoughts in it, I realize that since I am creating myself, I can choose whatever I want to do.

Be it escaping from the issues here or trying to live a better live elsewhere,

I should get to choose.

Yes, I choose.

"I always wonder why birds stay in the same place when they can fly to anywhere in the world. Then, I asked myself the same question. "

我，

对号入座了。

"Don't count the days, make everyday counts."

This is so hard. 

芭蕾&Orchestra

在没有任何expectation之下我去看了这场表演，

可是他们的第一首歌就已经让我觉得很震撼。

他们开始得很顺，虽然我的音乐造诣不高，

但是我听得出他们的表演很好听。=）

而且还有女高音和芭蕾舞者的表演。

他们的表演都很出色，

况且，这是我第一次看到现场真人的芭蕾舞表演leh...

而且还是专业的表演~~~

这太过令我惊喜了，=）

而且他们表演得很精湛，

女主角的脚应该很痛吧，

她必须用脚尖来平衡自己（踮脚站很久）和转圈，

但是我也见识到了芭蕾舞者的坚持，

他们一定坚持了很久才有今天的舞功吧。。。

而且她未免也太瘦了，

应该和Black Swan里的女主角一样，

为了不发胖而每天只靠一颗苹果来为生的那种diet吧。。。

但是overall，我很满意那天的这样的一个机会，

I guess this might be the something that's beautiful in my everyday life.

*cherish.appreciate.blessings*

“死”

今天和我妈吵了几句，

原因不重要，

重要的是她常常都会说她去死了会更好，

因为没有人会再烦我们了。

对我来说，我没有这样的意思，

我只是告诉她，

“很多时候，她说的话只会令对方和她吵架，

那不如不说更好，因为吵架很烦，很累。”

当她说她要去死的时候，

我想，其实只要我不在就好啦。。。

只不过种种原因让我不得不留在这里，

如果有机会，我早就离开了，

不会留在这个鬼地方的。

可是我并没有告诉她我的想法，

因为这对她来说并不重要。

而且我已经在一步步的朝我要的方向了，

所以，我只需要等到时机成熟就可以。

现在的我只能一直忍，忍，忍好了。

PS:那时候的我好想立刻到飞机场买张机票，立刻飞离这里，而我的目的地是美国纽约，因为我想看一看Statue of Liberty和问一问，我何时才可以得到真正的liberty.

Re-living childhood fairy tales...

I'm sure many of us knew & watched the recent Cinderella movie which smashed the box office. 

Although some of my friends said that they don't understand why the movie was film again despite the cartoon version. After all, the story line will be the SAME...

Well I have to admit that what they said were right and the story line is more or less the same rather than some minor differences... For example, the Father of the prince in the original version of Cinderella was not dead and witnessed their wedding and, the fairy godmother in the cartoon version chanted the spells even better when she was giving Cinderella a new look...

Overall, the story remained the same as the cartoon version. 

After all, if we were told that the prince will not be with Cinderella in the end of the movie, will we still want to watch it?

The answer is a NO for me, personally. 

What I actually want to say is that Disney decided to re-film more fairy tales such as Beauty & the Beast, Mulan, Little Mermaid, & etc...

I'm very excited about it and I can't wait to watch them in the cinema. 

I guess maybe because the recent Cinderella smashed box office which allows them to re-film all the fairy tales. 

Yes, I do aware that I am a grown up now, but nothing can stop me from re-living my childhood fairy tales by watching the new movies~~~    

Dream

Yesterday, I dreamed that I finally confronted my mother after all these years of injustice... 

She was very angry both emotionally and at me for confronting her...

I don't know where did I gather the courage to actually confront her, 

maybe because I was too stressed out recently and I am deadly to know why didn't she support me to study abroad rather than dumping $$$ into renovating the stupid house?

Does gender matters that much?

If the person who wanted to study abroad was my brother, will she change her mind?

What am I supposed to do with it?

Do I not deserve a better future?

Do I not deserve to study abroad?

Am I supposed to accept all these crap and pretends nothing has happened and try to live happily in the future despite all these crap?

Will I be able to accept all these and life with it? 

Do I really want to confront her?

Yes, I do because if I don't, there'll always be something in my heart. 

But if I do, maybe she'll get really angry and things will get really ugly, am I ready to face this?

Do I want to put myself into that situation?

Interesting Website

I found out about this website after a friend shared their articles in FB, 

while reading through the article, 

I find what the author wrote about therapy & therapist were so true...

therefore, I would like to share the link here...

http://www.mindbodygreen.com/0-12657/10-things-i-wish-everyone-knew-about-therapy.html

There are also many other interesting articles in the website which I find it good to read if you don't really know anything about talk therapy... 

At the same time, there were also articles about self-help, which I think that it can be helpful for many people, including myself...

Therefore, visit this website if you have time~~~

It might surprise you... =)

See You Again (Paul Walker) - Wiz Khalifa ft. Charlie Puth

This song was a tribute to Paul Walker who filmed most of the Fast & Furious series...
At the same time, in the end of Fast & Furious 7, Paul Walker's character, Brian O'Conner was said to be raising his family and children and maybe move on in his family life...
他华丽的退场了。。。
虽然他的人不在了，可是他还活在大家的心中；
这也代表着他还没有真正的死去吧。。。
能够让人怀念和活在人的心中也代表着他永远不会被遗忘吧。。。
我其实真的很高兴他可以华丽退场，而不是在电影死去，
因为这让我对电影里的故事拥有完美的记忆。。。
I copied & pasted the lyrics below from the internet and I BOLD the paragraphs that touch me the most. Actually, I like the whole song because of the meaningful lyrics and I felt very touch while listening to the song as the song was sang by such soulful voice. I think that this is such a nice song that it actually reflects the death of Paul Walker and how might the remaining living people think about him and miss him, and it also fulfills the Fast & Furious' theme of FAMILY. =)

It's been a long day without you my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

Damn who knew all the planes we flew
Good things we've been through
That I'll be standing right here
Talking to you about another path I
Know we loved to hit the road and laugh
But something told me that it wouldn't last
Had to switch up look at things different see the bigger picture
Those were the days hard work forever pays now I see you in a better place

How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride

It's been a long day without you my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
when I see you again

First you both go out your way
And the vibe is feeling strong and what's
Small turn to a friendship a friendship
Turn into a bond and that bond will never
Be broke and the love will never get lost
And when brotherhood come first then the line
Will never be crossed established it on our own
When that line had to be drawn and that line is what
We reach so remember me when I'm gone

How could we not talk about family when family's all that we got?
Everything I went through you were standing there by my side
And now you gonna be with me for the last ride

So let the light guide your way hold every memory
As you go and every road you take will always lead you home

It's been a long day without you my friend
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
We've come a long way from where we began
Oh I'll tell you all about it when I see you again
When I see you again

And, I don't know why I find Fast & Furious 7 was the saddest movie among the series. Probably because of Paul Walker's death even though this movie gave his character in the movie a happily ever after ending.