probably, no more iphone?

I realized that I love to throw my hand phone away whenever I'm pissed off with the calls.

So, in conclusion,  probably iphone is not a good choice for me as I can't throw it to the table whenever I'm pissed off with the calls. and my emotions doesn't get released out of me.

This is bad. 

[insertfoulwords]

I can now DEEPLY understand why people use foul words when they are angry/out of ways to express their feelings. Even the word starts with F*** can't helped me to release the anger in me now. 

Trust me, foul words sometimes do help in expressing one feels.

For now, I need to have activities that allows me to shout out loud!!!

Any ideas?

*argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

 *imaginingI'mtheoneshoutingnow*

平凡还是不平凡

有钱的烦恼还是没有钱的烦恼

这是电视剧里常有的题才

没钱的人，总是希望变有钱；

因为钱能解决他们现在的问题；

例如生活的必需品和不必辛辛苦苦的打工。

也觉得有钱人没有什么烦恼，

就算有，没钱的人也觉得“我宁愿面对有钱的烦恼，也不要为钱而烦恼”。

我也曾经这么想。

但是，由于最近见到了一些不大熟悉的亲戚，听了很多故事；

我的想法又不同了。

就算平凡，我也要平凡的，
生活得快乐和幸福，活出我的不平凡。

所以啊，不要羡慕或妒忌别人；

因为家家有本难念的经。

The new "S" Family member!

Samantha was named unintentionally after a conversation...

Since my last name started with "S", I thought it was not bad to name my babies with names that starts with a "S"

Originally, Samantha was alone and I had always wanted to have more cameras to play with her. 

Before I get to own a lomo, I bought a DSLR instead. 

I don't know why but the desire to own a DSLR was strong seeing my friend's photo taken by a DSLR.

And I started to realize that perhaps I might be able to take those pretty pictures too!!! =D

After all,   

My new "S" Family member was born last Sunday
03.04.2011

Someone suggested my DSLR to be named Sylvia (=D), Smart, while another suggested Stupid!!!!!

Silently Smart came across my mind but my friend said it was too long...

Well, after much thoughts, I've decided to name it Silence!!! hahaahah...

Isn't this name special and amazing?

SILENCE

是我的问题，我想

如果你有看我的blog, 你应该看过吧。

我时常都埋怨，为什么大家都冲着我来发脾气。

我发现啊，这可能是我自己性格的关系。

虽然我不容易发脾气，

可是我也有脾气的；

我只是选择忍耐，

不想把事情弄大，

并想和平的解决事情。

你们就一直的冲着我发脾气，

如果我现在emotionally & psychologically breakdown 的话，

你们怎么办？

其实，

我的忍耐程度已经算是很高的了。

我的忍耐力threshold，

好像就要被你们达到了！

是我该佩服你们吗?

还是我要再提高我的忍耐度？

如果是这样，
那我不就是永永远远的被发脾气的那个吗？
我不发脾气，你以为我忍得到，
我发脾气，你又认为是我控制不好自己。
*sigh*

今晚的风

今晚，

微风阵阵；

荡着家前的千秋；

微风和千秋的声音，

互相相应，

阖上双眼，

享受此刻的宁静；

用心想象，

如果，

陪伴着我的环境；

是小鸟的歌声，

和昆虫的叫声，

溪边的流水声，

还有树林里的清新空气；

可是，

那吵杂的汽车引擎声，

破坏了我想享受的！！

Equality among gender, Equality among DOGS!!!

While people are fighting for their rights,
I would like to fight for my poor dogs as well.

Recently, my dad picked up few newly born dogs from the street and started rearing them. 

They are now turned up to be huge dogs. 

Although they were not those popular/breded dogs, but they were cute.

Here comes the issue, 
my mom doesn't allowed me to bring them home because she hates the dog's smell. 

Yes, I hate it too. *I'm scared of dogs too*
And, I don't want my mom to be too tired taking care of them since she's old. 

Thus, I didn't say much to that.

Well, here comes the problem,

my sister wanted to bring home a small size, breded/popular/higher class dog, *ya, right!*
and my mom didn't say much to that. 

But I did,
I made a huge issue out of it. 

Well, my dogs are dogs, so do the small dog! 

They were all DOGS!

The difference between them would be their "race"?? *in reality*

To apply this to real life/human situation, my dogs have unknown father/poorer parents. 

Other the other hand, the other dog has more popular/breded parents.

That's why,
some dogs/people deserved to be treated nicely as compared to the others?
Just because they have better parents?

Awwww, why do people/we have such discrimination in us?

*huge sigh*

Luckily, the dog is not in my house, yet.... *evil grins* =D

"Treat the world alike, treat the dogsS alike"