High vs Low Cognitive Functioning

I believe that I've always been living in my own world...

Yet, I'm not totally detached from the world around me too...

I'm surprised with the people I met few days ago,

who claimed to study overseas before and works in a bank doing "investment",

where he can be such ignorant to what other says and think...

now I realized the difference between high and low cognitive functioning.

I'm not claiming that I'm a high cognitive functioning person but I'm pretty sure that I'm not low.

I now can't agree more with what my friend said, perhaps it was because we faced with highly cognitive functioning people too often enough when we were in college which makes us feel  as compared to them.

I didn't expect someone at the age of older than me for 2 years would be such NOT high cognitive functioning.

Hopefully, those who invested under him would earn more money under him... =)

and I will not choose that bank to invest for me when I have money in the future... 

14.02.2011 *It's Valentines Day*

Well, I didn't really thought about it when I suggested to my friends to have dinner today...

Instead, I put whether all of us are free and could make it to the dinner as the first priority since my friend is leaving on Wednesday....

I feel so sorry for her that I didn't really spend time with her shopping, chatting, singing, etc with her...

Until I saw those valentine's day posts in fb, I realized that today was quite a big day for couples out there in a sudden! *something knocks on my head*

It was quite a busy cny for me as I have something to do throughout the 15 dayS of Chinese New Year...

I have never been this busy throughout my cnyssSSS as far as I could remember!!!

and I didn't even have time to visit my friends' houses for cny....

Nevertheless, I'm very proud of what I have done throughout this Chinese New Year as  I thought that I'm quite productive..

I had a surprise birthday party in Port Dickson for a friend of mine in which I have known her since I'm 9 years old... --> YuhChyi...happy happy birthday! *on 12nd Feb 2011*

Also, I spend tonight with a special friend of mine --> WanYin, in which I played with her in the playground in Desa Park City,  together with another 2 friends of mine, GinKiat and PeiSan...

I guess this could be a very special memory for all 4 of us where people around us were mostly couples and families....hahahaha....

Sadly, Sweetyan and Beelee was not able to attend tonight's dinner...

Lastly, I would hope that

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*We Will Be Friends Forever* =)

 

最近的我

最近的我，有点情绪失控。。。

情绪管理也有点糟糕，时不时地情绪爆发。

表情管理也不大好。。。*sigh*
虽然新年有见到很久不见的朋友们，
可是，快乐怎么那么的遥远呢？
我的要求也不高啊，
可是事情怎么就不能如我意呢？
*canhappinessbefoundordoesitcomefromwithin*

我的假面具怎么就不能好一点呢？

看来要再进步了，不然，很容易被看穿。。。
*好想大哭一场，很可惜，我已经忘记了怎么哭*
*我的人生很可悲吧？*
*或许是我长大了吧？*
*知道哭是不能够解决问题*
*而我*
*最重要的责任是*
*解决问题*
*很可笑吧*

手酸比手痛更难受

昨天，做了半天的劳力后，发现，体力真的不如从前了。。。

以前都不大会累，现在，很容易觉得累。。。

体力恢复得也慢。。。

白头发也渐渐的多了，是因为想太多吗？

还是因为用脑过度？

今天，左手酸得不得了，想把它槌向桌子，这样，它就会痛而不是酸。

因为，

我觉得手痛比手酸来的容易忍。。。

Hold It Against Me

Hey Brit, I'm so PROUD of you.

In case you don't know this song,

it was Britney's latest song and it debuted as #ONE in Billboard Top-100 this week!!!

and it hits the top of charts in 20 other countries too!!!

This is her fourth song that hits #1 by debut following , and <3>!!!  

and, this is something new in Billboard's 52 years history!

Hey Brit, I'm so PROUD of you.

http://marquee.blogs.cnn.com/2011/01/21/britneys-hold-it-against-me-debuts-at-the-top/

http://www.theepochtimes.com/n2/content/view/49786/

Happiness

Can we feel happy from the bottom of our hearts without anything happen around/on us especially when we are alone?

Is that possible that we're able to laugh and forgetting all the problems that's harassing us?

How to reach peace in mind when there are so many things waiting for us to solve it?

Since the problem is still there while we're trying to relax and to feel happy for a second, at least.

I really find it very hard for me to feel happy nowadays.
Retail therapy doesn't seem to get its way on me now.
I think I need something else. But I don't know where and how to find it.

No matter how many variety shows that I watched, my mood just dropped to the worst after the shows finished.

and, I have problems to go to sleep and to wake up from my sleep due to the stressors in my life.

I do not know what to do but simply undergoing my daily routine with all these problems in my mind.

I don't feel happy at all for the fact that chinese new year is coming although I know I should at least feel a little bit of happiness since I'll have holidays.

Thank god that one of my source of happiness is coming to me soon. 

Although I know that its not mentally healthy at all to wait for others to make myself happy, but I'm seriously out of ideas nor having interest in making myself to feel happy.

I know my job doesn't suites me, but I have no choice due to family commitment, just like others.

I know I made my own choices in life and I just choose to be here.

Hello 2011

This is my first post of the year 2011 and I thought I should write something good and sweet...

Yet, it isn't so in real life. ;(

I had a nightmare regarding my work and I woke up being shocked! ;(

*yea, this is how stressed I am*

Last but not least, I released my temper after being so stressed out from work to my dad and I feel so bad after doing it.

*sigh*

what a bad daughter I am... =(

Okays, Chinese New Year is coming and I think it would be a great time for me to relax and to manage my emotions and feelings to the normal level.

Happy New Year everyone,

wishing you guys a happy and auspicious year ahead... =)